A capture of random thoughts from my mindway. Observation, introspection, confusion - a melange of my mind along with snapshots of the world thru my lenses.
The "call" i dread is the final call, a recent death in our family, one of my dear "bordeuta" will now live in our hearts forever with his aroma of love and warmth ...76/77 years of footprints...confronting the inevitable was harder than I imagined.
4 years driving the same road home, i have finally met my "subconcious mind", one of the by products of living the american dream is the "realisation" that most of the drive to and fro is in actuality done by my sub mind. It knows where to stop, where to turn, where to go...u still get home although you are "lost" in your life.
7 month in this world, she has the ears to figure the hits and misses, both me/my wife are a bollywood fan, we like indian movies and music, not too much to our surprise, our lil daughter who completed her 7th month in June has her list of top 10 countdown by now, her fav is "Shayad yeh pyar hain" from Lucky - a Sami/Lata number,She wakes up from sleep with "piyu bole" from Parineeta. She plays all by herself in front of the TV, if it has Hrithik/Shahrukhs songs ( Main Hoon Na and Koi Mil Gaya), she bounces on her exersaucer with the latest KAAL songs and in all smiles with the Remix version of Atif's "yeh lamhe" from Zeher. Its not that we haven't tried to expose her to the world of Baby Einstein DVD's and Cd's, she has dumped them in a second and now sleeps to "na jaane kyon " from Choti Si Baat and the rest.....
A son, a brother, a husband, a father and a friend.
